Her : What if someday your ex wanna get back together with you?
Me : I don't want to as I think me and him deserve to have a new life. He should meet a nice girl and makes him happy as I can't make him happy, that's why we broke up. Maybe.
Her : Are you still hating him ?
Me : Nope, we've been through many things together, I learnt a lot from him but I've tried many times to save the relationship and I failed, why must I start it over again ? For me, it's fine and let it be.
Her : This is the reason why I can't hate you after knowing you, you could bear all those pain but still say, "it's okay let it be."
Me : Someone taught me to always remember that, no matter how bad people treat you, be patient and stay positive.
Her : Okay, then why you keep avoiding from getting closed with a guy?
Me : Because I didn't found yet someone who can touch my heart, too hard for me to feel comfortable with guys. Less trouble I guess. Hehe.
Her : Do you like someone, admiring someone ?
Me : I do, I do like someone but that someone didn't know I like him. Haha. I do pray and I let Allah do the rest. I think that's the best way.
Her : Why you didn't tell him ?
Me : I'm afraid that everything will change. It's not that I'm afraid of rejection but I don't wanna destroy our friendship. If he's meant to me, he will be. I just could pray to Allah. That's all.
Her : I wonder why, you are a good girl, patient, beautiful, soft hearted person but still you always meet the wrong guy.
Me : I'm not that kind, it's a test from Allah, I don't regret meeting those people, experience could be a best teacher right ?
Her : I hope you will find a good guy, the one who could love you and never hurt you in future.
Me : Ameen. He can't avoid from hurting me in future cause he's a human too. Somehow, if he loves me and he could be more rational than me, it should be enough for me.
